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    September 01

    洪晃语录

    1、我从不依赖男人,但我需要男人。 2、床上用品应该选用品质好的优等货,包括男人。 3、虽然我名花已有主,希望你敢来松土。 4、我不后悔跟你做过什么,后悔的是跟你没做过什么。 5、女人有两种,假正经与假不正经,假正经女人招人烦,假不正经女人招人爱。 6、不要吃着碗里的惦记着锅里的,直接抱着锅吃多省心。 7、是金子总会花光的。是镜子总会反光的。 8、不要为旧悲伤浪费新的眼泪。 9、如果有一天我变成流氓,请告诉别人我曾经纯真过。 10、不想当裁缝的厨子不是好司机。 11、所谓惊喜就是你苦苦等的兔子来了,后面却跟着狼。 12、我心眼有点小但不缺,我脾气好但是不是没有。 13、女人一生睡多少男人算“值”——零 = 白活了;一 = 亏;二到三 = 传统;三到五 = 正常;五到十 = 够本;十到十五 = 有点忙;十五到二十 = 有点乱;二十到三十 = 有点累;三十到五十 = 过于开放;五十以上 = 完全瞎掰。 14、不干不净,看着来劲。 15、我们要保存的东西很多,但是青春最不值得花功夫留的,因为根本就留不住

    单身女子138条军规

    首先,美好的事物不一定非要成双结对,举例说吧:世界上最大的钻石“希望之心”,她就是独一无二的! 只要你还在犹豫是否要和那个人结婚,那么,先别结。 每月记账。林黛玉大概是不记账的,所以很快连燕窝也吃不起了;宝钗则一定会记,最后成功当上了二奶奶。你看,财富观即人生观。 人越少则冰箱越要大,精神空虚,美食填充;若深夜打开冰箱居然已无龙虾香槟鱼子酱,更可鞭策你明朝勤力工作以便早日当上副总裁。 若连续六个月每月置衫超过十件,考虑买房。伍尔芙曾说女人需要每年五百英镑(考虑到社会进步和通货膨胀现在至少得五千了)和一间属于自己的房子(至少三房两厅带露台若有可能背山面海)。难道你准备下半辈子住在一条波希米亚风格的裙子或名牌旅行箱里吗? 最好不要让初次约会的异性知道你住所;若对方坚持送,那么,到楼下即可——相信我,他不“顺便上去喝杯茶”也不会立马渴死。 自己开车。车子比男人好的地方是:它不会自己跑掉——当然它可能被偷,但你可以买保险,甚至连航天飞机都可以买保险了,但男人并不能买保险。 如果没车,不要买丝绒、缎面、刺绣、十公分高跟或白色皮鞋。我见过年轻女孩拖着晚礼服式亮纱裙子挤公车,感觉太……那个了。 办公室备一件厚外套,一柄伞——白素贞若当初自备雨伞,之后就不必永镇雷峰塔了。 永远永远不要问这个问题:“为什么不爱我?” 永远永远不要相信男人这种话:1.我会离婚的;2.我当时喝多了;3.我只想抱抱你——我只把它放在外面…… 工作,卖力就行了,不必卖命。 事业有成兼会补衣绣花的女子不只双倍美丽。所以,学几个拿手菜吧。 随时享受生活等于延长生命——周末即使一个人也要炖一锅好汤。 如Bianca Jagger所说:“若没有感情,不如去打网球”——反正也是出一身汗。 爱你的工作,不要爱上你上司。 高处不胜寒?别听人胡说!人当然要往高处去。 其实,人生即使有伴也终归会寂寞……不如及早储蓄金钱培养兴趣,中年之后,环游世界,种花养鱼。 谈恋爱就像打麻将:不认真没乐趣,太认真会伤心——培养点游戏精神嘛。 无论蕾丝内衣还是工作报告,简洁都是最好的。 浪漫……就像一袭美丽的晚礼服,但你不能一天到晚都穿着它啊。 嫁大款就像抢银行:收益很大,但后患无穷。若能不试,还是不试为好。 培养些小小的好习惯,比如早睡,比如饭后漱口,比如喝清茶,比如工间操——好习惯如同零钱罐,每天放一点,年终会惊喜。 骑驴找马特别耽误找马——骑自行车吧。 两个原则:一、不要纠缠于小事;二、任何事都是小事。 以爱情之名让一条鱼忘记游泳……对现代女性而言,《海的女儿》这种童话居心叵测且严重过时。

    爱得飞蛾扑火是种堕落

    你以为你爱上了一个人时,   也许只是爱上了恋爱的感觉,   也许只是被自己的某种幻想所感动,   也许是被那个很象自己的影子所迷惑,   也许这时我们仍然不太确定,这是否真的是爱.   当你用很长时间去忘记一个人,   以为终于已经大功告成时,   某一天,只是因为某一个场景,某一个细节,   他却突然出现在你脑海,且久久挥之不去,   这时才明白从未真正将他忘去.   我们可以欺骗所有人,   因为任何人也无法真切地知道你真实的感觉.   可是,我们无法欺骗自己的心.   深夜里,是谁让你无法入眠,   是谁在你脑中出现的频率最高,   半夜醒来时,你最先想到的人是谁?   我们需要有一个能勇敢面对一切真实的灵魂.   白天是理性,夜晚是感性.   我们必须在白天做一切不得不做的事,   不管你是否喜欢,可是夜晚是自由的.   在夜里,我会用很轻很轻近乎耳语的声音,   告诉自己"我是真的爱你."   总是不想对任何人解释什么,   以为真正的爱情是心意相通,是可以互相理解的.   但是,我可以理解别人,却未必也能被别人理解.   我可以忘掉回忆,让这段感情的记忆只剩开头和结尾,   可是我无法忘掉你,你的名字就象一个烙印,   时刻提醒我,你曾经存在,曾经活在我的心里.   很多事情,我,无法改变;很多事情,我,不能勉强;   很多事情,在刚刚开始就已经注定了是什么结局;   很多时候,我们明明知道不会有好结局却仍然飞蛾扑火;   很多故事,因为是悲剧结尾所以才美丽得让人难忘.   原来爱到飞蛾扑火是种堕落……
    April 20

    Can't stop this thing we started

    You might stop a hurricane, might even stop the driving rain. You might have dozen other girl, but if you wanna stop me baby, don't even try. I'm going one way-your way. It's such a strong way-let's make it our way. Can't stop this thing we started, you gotta know it's right. Can't stop this course we've plotted, this thing called love we got it. No place for the brokenheard. Can't stop this thing we started, no way...I'm going your way. You might stop the world spinning round, might even walk on holy ground. I ain't superman and I can't fly, but if you wanna stop me baby, don't even try. why take it slow, I gotta know. Nothing can stop this thing we got...
    April 09

    Gambling...a problem...?

    Gambling is one of the most enjoyable leisure activities of men and women, but in certain case it can become a problem. For example, if you send more time on gambling than you can really devote to it. Or if you spend more money than you can afford.
    What is your attitude towards gambling?
    Is gambling a problem for you?
    The questions inside this brochure may give you some reference points, especially if you are unable to answer spontaneously by a yes or a no, or if you answer by a yes to at least six questions.
    Do you spend more time on gambling than you had planned?       
    Have you already tried once to stop gambling, without success?
    When you lose a bet, do you try to win it back as quickly as possible?
    Have friends, acquaintances or members of your family taken their distance from you as a result of your neglecting them because of gambling?
    Do you feel any remorse after gambling?
    Have you already gambling for the purpose of paying back debts with your winnings or solving other financial problems?
    Has gambling any negative effects on your happiness or efficiency?
    When you win, do you have a strong urge to play again to win even more?
    Have you often gambling until you had no more money left on you?
    Do you gamble because you feel lonely or because you want to forget your worries?
    Have you already once borrowed money to be able to continue gambling?
    Have you already once sold something in order to invest the money in gambling?
    Have you already once gambled in order to forget your worries or anger?
    Have you already once financed your gambling in a way that was against the law or did you even think of doing so?
    Do you sleep badly since you started gambling?
    Were you pushed into gambling because of quarrels, disappointments or difficulties?
    Do you drink more alcohol or consume other drugs since you started gambling?
    Have you already lost a job due to gambling?
    Do you have difficulty in getting up in the mornings and carrying out your obligations?
    Have you ever contemplated once committing suicide in the course of the last two years?
    Even if you have replied yes to one question or another, this does not imply that you have become a gambler with a problem yet. However, it could be a warning sign.
    A passion for excessive gambling often hides a problem that can be solved by using the right methods. In all cases, a discussion with a qualified person would be useful.
    April 02

    Those days

    Those day we went to casino. Everyone lost money, but also had fun. And today I find my part time job in Netra's restaurant on every Monday and Tuesday. The boss said that if I doing well, he will take work here. Such good news...haha~~~~~~~~ãt least have something, plus work is not hard here. Anyway life start getting better. Be happy!!!!!!! Called Bo today, and I am pissed off. Why he has to blaim on me everything? It's not me who took everyone went to casino...I don't understand...He is right it's not his life. We just wanna enjoying our life, what is his fucking problem? Anyways, the guys are going on this Thursday again, but I am not gonna play this time...maybe just go drink and eat. Hahaha~~~~~~~~~~This weekend has a party. Been long time we didn't go out. And Sunday night I have to start work at night. My first day, hope will be fine.
     
    Life is short, so just enjoying it. I am happy with my life now.
    March 26

    Insomnia

    I can't sleep, I can't wake up. I can't stop, I can't continue. I can't cry, I can't smell. I can't get in, I can't get out. I am happy, but I am sad. I want to be, but I am not ready. I have a lot of friends around, but I still feel lonely inside. I want to hear, but I am afraid. I'm alive, but not exist. I believe, but is it real? I do love, but is my true love even be? I break, I'm hollow, I'm alive, confuse...
     
    Love is a durg. It make me happy like in the heavy, suffer like fall into the hell. Difficult to wallow in, but more difficult to stop. Engrave on people's mind till the end of the life...

    Late night, I'm still awake. My mom has this insomnia in past 2 weeks and me too. Hehe~~such mother and daughter. I am a type of person can't be alone. I can't handle stay in a room alone more than 3 hours. I'll get crazy, scare, and nervous if more than 3 hours. So I don't like sleep alone, but also I don't like someone sleep beside. Pisces is contradiction. So I used to take sleep pills. Until once I found the one who can  make me feel peace, safe, and gentle. Unfortunately, it didn't keep so long. Now I start insomnia again...Night is quite, night is cold, I'm still awake...

     
    March 23

    男男女女-爱自己

    女人总把好男人神化,把坏男人丑化,但是……
    只有坏男人会跟妳说实话!每个女人都应该要有坏男人当妳的好朋友!
     
    别把犯贱当真爱
    别傻了,你只是悲剧女主角!
    有些人以为在各种最难堪的情况下把自尊抛弃,才叫做凄美浪漫的爱情。
    她们不怕悲剧,只怕自己的爱情不够悲惨、不够壮烈,不够像电视连续剧。
     
    我不是公主
    我就是没办法把男人当司机、奴隶、提款机!
    从小到大,我认识很多公主。当她们的男友一定要拥有王子的外表、奴隶的性格,
    以及暴发户的阔绰。我无法当骄傲的公主,难道我们就是错在对男朋友太好?
    当妳自己能够自己爱自己、能够真正的开心快乐、能够独立坚强,妳才能够在最好的状态去谈一段最好的爱情。我们都傻过、错过,我们都走的过来。没有什么大不了!
    就算我们都知道这个世界有多复杂,面对爱情有多悲观,即使我们再也很难去相信任何人,我们都要努力乐观、勇敢的走下去,即使失败,我们也不会后悔,即使受伤,我们也不会愧对自己。当我们努力过,我们能够诚实的面对自己,那就是世界上最美好的事!
    亲爱的女孩,希望妳们都要幸福快乐。然后请记得多爱自己。
    March 18

    finally said

    Finally you said, actully you don't love me since long time ago. Why low you head? You know you can fool me by this joke. But this is not a joke. It's the way to escape me. What else can I do if you already don't love me anymore? I love you all the time. Could it not enough? What else can I do to let you stay? I know you already don't wanna see me anymore. You just wanna leave me. Finally I said, actully I love you so much. Maybe it's my fault. Care about you too much but never show to you. Don't ask me why. Cause love is everything. What else can I do if you already don't love me anymore? I love you all the time. Could it not enough? What else can I do to let you stay? I know you already don't wanna see me anymore. You just wanna leave me. Nothing to forgive. I forced smile. You know I always can pretend never loved. I don't wanna see you like this. I wanna hold your hands again, but there only has wind in my hands...

    我恨我爱你-I hate I love you

    面带微笑离开你怀里-leave your arm with smile
    我听天由命-bow to fate
    最后一张王牌在手里-the last chance in my hand
    二选一的机率-choose one from two
    不能放纵爱你-can't let me have my own way to love you
    就放过自己-so let it be
    爱情已经过甜蜜期-love already past sweet stage
    多说也是无益-no point to say anymore
    爱不爱我已经没关系-it doesn't matter if you love me or no
    一点小伤而已-just hurts
    你可以很放心-you don't need to worry
    我不会为了留你假装可怜兮兮-I won't be sad cause wanna you stay
    都怪我太不争气-blame me not good
    我恨我爱你-I hate I love you
    oh~我爱你-oh~I love you
    只是因为你是你-just cause is you
    oh~我恨你-oh~I hate you
    你有我看也看不清的小聪明-you're smart
    你有我说也说不完的坏脾气-you have bad temperament
    你有我数也数不尽的你的新恋情-you have thousands new date
    没关系-it's alright
    我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆-you can't take away my memories
    我可以一个人安静的忘记你-I can forget you alone
    我恨你的最后那一句-I hate you last words
    我爱你-I love you
    March 06

    break

    I break, I borrow, I live, I loose, I pray, I'm hollowed, I'm dead, confused. I'll find you. What is love and what's it for? I'm stuck outside an open door and no one's come to get me yet. I never got a second bet.I'm welcomed to your fantasy. If only he was make-believe. What is love an what's it for? Take me back and do me more. Once you're here you're never gone. I fall from in out the cold. A piece of me that I can't hold. I love you as I loose you more. I break outside this open door. Catch me as I wash away. I break, I borrow, I live, I loose, I pray, I'm hollowed, I'm dead, confused...
    February 26

    Can't be simple

    Lift or right? Leave or stay? Effort or give up? Hate or love? Stop or continue?...so many decisions we have to make in our life. Can we always make the right decision? Sometimes, we don't want to choose this way but we have to. Life is like game. Different choose will make different ending...It has to be so complicated, Nothing is easy!!!
    I wonder why life can't just be simple?
    February 20

    "'Stuck on you"-love this song

    I can’t get out of bed today
    Or get you off my mind
    I just can’t seem to find a way
    To leave the love behind

    I ain’t tripping
    I’m just missing you
    You know what I’m saying
    You know what I mean

    You’ve kept me hanging from a string
    While you make me cry
    I’ve tried to give you everything
    But you just give me lies

    I ain’t tripping
    I’m just missing you
    You know what I’m saying
    You know what I mean

    Every now and then when I’m all alone
    I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
    Say you want me back but you never do
    I feel like such a fool
    There’s nothing I can do
    I’m such a fool for you

    I can’t take it
    What am I waiting for?
    I’m still breaking
    I miss you even more
    And I can’t fake it
    The way I could before
    I hate you but I love you
    I can’t stop thinking of you
    It’s true, I’m stuck on you

    Now loves a broken record that’s been
    Skipping in my head
    I keep singing yesterday
    Why we have to play these games we play

    I ain’t tripping
    I’m just missing you
    You know what I’m saying
    You know what I mean
    Every now and then when I’m all alone
    I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
    Say you want me back but you never do
    I feel like such a fool

    I can’t take it
    What am I waiting for?
    I’m still breaking
    I miss you even more
    And I can’t fake it
    The way I could before
    I hate you but I love you
    I can’t stop thinking of you
    It’s true, I’m stuck on you

    Every now and then when I’m all alone
    I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
    Say you want me back but you never do
    I feel like such a fool
    There’s nothing I can do
    I’m such a fool for you

    I can’t take it
    What am I waiting for?
    I’m still breaking
    I miss you even more
    And I can’t fake it
    The way I could before
    I hate you but I love you
    I can’t stop thinking of you
    I hate you but I love you
    I can’t stop thinking of you
    Don’t know what to do
    I’m stuck on you
    February 19

    sucks

    I had interview today but I didn't get the job. Now I am think should I go home or not. Just talk to mom. She won't mind but I don't know yet. Should I stay or should I leave? I don't really know what happen to this year. Why am I getting all the bad lucks? Hate it!!!!!!!!! Just want to give up...too sad to be any where...
     
    So full right now. Had pizza with Grace today...Laying on the bed, watching "Friends",both of us just can't move...haha...feel like I want to throw up...
     
    My birthday is coming in 3 days. I kind of freak me out. OMG...want to go shopping so badly. Maybe it will make me feel better. Or is there anyone can teach me how to get over from all those shit. Sucks..........
     
     
     
    February 16

    Life is so fragile and sweet

    Before I don't know why some men like smoke. Many women don't understand as well. But they want to become one of the cigarattes in the men's hands. Cause it seems men can't live without it.
     
    I used to hate the smell of cigarattes. That smell make me feel can't breath. However, in 2002, cigarattes become a part of my life.
     
    I remember the moment I rely on it. Diffuse in the darkness on the streets, watching the wind in the deserted streets......Perhaps, in a insomnia night, reminiscent of someone, feeling my breath......cigaratte is a drug, stop all the pain and spread of confusion.
     
    Met a lot of guys, I remember the way how they smoke......
     
    Many years later, I start to believe that love all because of loneliness. In that moment.
    Many years later, I start to believe that somethings or someone just for remember.
     
    The persone who we love had already disappeared in the world when he says goodbye.
     
    The wound is the shame from others and the illusion from our adhere.
     
    I like black. It's convergence, depressed, elusive.
     
    The hurt is only ending of love for me.开始在结束的时候开始,结束在开始的时候结束。
     
    Life is so fragile and sweet.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    Talking about HURT

     

    Quote

    HURT
    It kills just knowing we are so close yet so far apart.
    It hurts deep down inside, not confessing what's in my heart.
    I know there's something there I can see it in your eyes.
    And with every look you give, another piece of me dies.
    Everything your lips don't tell me, everything they seal.
    Is revealed by your eyes, along with everything you feel.
    I know you better than you think.
    I share your inner desires, the thoughtsin your mind.
    And that's why I know you will never be mine.
    Even if we were together.
    I could have your heart, but your trust never!
    It kills knowing you are so close yet so far away.
    Its hurts deep down inside, staying silent every day.
     
     
     
    February 14

    HURT

    It kills just knowing we are so close yet so far apart.
    It hurts deep down inside, not confessing what's in my heart.
    I know there's something there I can see it in your eyes.
    And with every look you give, another piece of me dies.
    Everything your lips don't tell me, everything they seal.
    Is revealed by your eyes, along with everything you feel.
    I know you better than you think.
    I share your inner desires, the thoughtsin your mind.
    And that's why I know you will never be mine.
    Even if we were together.
    I could have your heart, but your trust never!
    It kills knowing you are so close yet so far away.
    Its hurts deep down inside, staying silent every day.
     
     
     

    I hate you but I love you

    I hate the way you tell me you love me when you are with her.
    I hate whenyou tell me you miss me.
    I hate the way you make me think of you when I was getting over you.
    But I had to call and tell me that you still love me.
    I don't wanna wait.
    I don't wanna be played.
    I want to be over you.
    You give me more and more pain.
    I just wanna scream.
    I hate how I still love you.
    I wish I would stop loving you.
    My heart wants to hate you, not love you anymore.
    It hurts way too much.
    'Enough is enjough' I told myself.
    You would always say that you love me.
    I were so sure that you were deeply in love with me.
    But what can I say if it was only me?
    Maybe you couldn't love me how I love you.
    They will always say you'll with other girl.
    But I was so blind that I didn't believe.
    Now that they opened my eyes, all I want to do is cry.
    Tears falling from my eyes because I have to say goodbye.
    I have to let it go with the guy I'm in love.
    Sorry I wasn't the one to full your heart.
     
    September 08

    je veux à toi sais.

    Je me sens que je meurs un être à l'intérieur. Bébé je t'aime. Même je sais que vous aimez ses plus que moi. Je ne m'inquiète pas. Quoi qu'il en soit nous savons qu'école d'afther vous ira de nouveau à elle que j'irai de nouveau à lui. Mais au moins maintenant vous êtes ici. Je ne veux pas vous pousser. Mais quand je ne peux pas vous embrasser, quand je ne peux pas vous voir je suis le manque vous. Et ce me blesse. Je peux comprendre la situation maintenant. Mais je me sens que je suis perdant vous. Et vous savez est qui ce que je ne veux pas pour se produire. Je me sens que je suis ainsi perdu maintenant. Je ne sais pas que se passe-t-il maintenant. Vous n'avez jamais le temps pour parler avec moi. Même vous avez dit que vous me direz tout. Je ne sais que se passe-t-il jamais ce que vous pensez. Bébé vous savez cela je t'aime tellement. Maintenant je veux juste savoir à ce que vous voulez, ce qui vous suffirai, et est-ce que qui je suis pour toi maintenant ? Je ne veux pas vous pousser. Mais autrement je ne veux pas être perdu toute heure. Je n'aime pas la chose perds la commande. En fait, amm d'I effrayé de te demander. Puisque je suis souci entendre que les réponses de toi sorcière sont moi veulent jamais jamais entendre. Je sais que vous n'êtes ici pas pour le beau rapport. Je ne m'inquiète pas. Puisque je t'aime. Et séjour avec toi je suis heureux. Je ne me sens jamais heureux comme ceci avec aucun type. Je juste ne comprends pas pourquoi le peuple ne veut pas me voir heureux. Je sais que vous n'essayez jamais de me blesser. mais je suis. peut-être pas en raison de toi, mais de moi sentir les maux. Je t'aime. j'essaye toujours de sourire toute heure.
    August 16

    new picture

    In one week will have my new picture......